Read Job 16-19

16 Then Job replied:

2 “I have heard many things like these before.

What miserable comforters are you all!

3 Will there be an end to your windy words?

Or what provokes you that you answer?

4 I also could speak like you,

if you were in my place;

I could pile up words against you,

and I could shake my head at you.

5 But I would strengthen you with my words;

comfort from my lips would bring you relief.

6 “But if I speak, my pain is not relieved,

and if I refrain from speaking,

how much of it goes away?

7 Surely now he has worn me out;

you have devastated my entire household.

8 You have seized me,

and it has become a witness;

my leanness has risen up against me

and testifies against me.

9 His anger has torn me and persecuted me;

he has gnashed at me with his teeth;

my adversary locks his eyes on me.

10 People have opened their mouths against me;

they have struck my cheek in scorn;

they unite together against me.

11 God abandons me to evil men,

and throws me into the hands of wicked men.

12 I was in peace, and he has shattered me.

He has seized me by the neck and crushed me.

He has made me his target;

13 his archers surround me.

Without pity he pierces my kidneys

and pours out my gall on the ground.

14 He breaks through against me, time and time again;

he rushes against me like a warrior.

15 I have sewed sackcloth on my skin

and buried my horn in the dust;

16 my face is reddened because of weeping,

and on my eyelids there is a deep darkness,

17 although there is no violence in my hands

and my prayer is pure.

18 “O earth, do not cover my blood,

nor let there be a secret place for my cry.

19 Even now my witness is in heaven;

my advocate is on high.

20 My intercessor is my friend

as my eyes pour out tears to God;

21 and he contends with God on behalf of man

as a man pleads for his friend.

22 For the years that lie ahead are few,

and then I will go on the way of no return.

17 My spirit is broken,

my days have faded out;

the grave awaits me.

2 Surely mockery is with me;

my eyes must dwell on their hostility.

3 Set my pledge beside you.

Who else will put up security for me?

4 Because you have closed their minds to understanding,

therefore you will not exalt them.

5 If a man denounces his friends for personal gain,

the eyes of his children will fail.

6 He has made me a byword to people;

I am the one in whose face they spit.

7 My eyes have grown dim with grief;

my whole frame is but a shadow.

8 Upright men are appalled at this;

the innocent man is troubled with the godless.

9 But the righteous man holds to his way,

and the one with clean hands grows stronger.

10 “But turn, all of you, and come now!

I will not find a wise man among you.

11 My days have passed; my plans are shattered,

even the desires of my heart.

12 These men change night into day;

they say, ‘The light is near

in the face of darkness.’

13 If I hope for the grave to be my home,

if I spread out my bed in darkness,

14 if I cry out to corruption, ‘You are my father,’

and to the worm, ‘My mother,’ or ‘My sister,’

15 where then is my hope?

And my hope, who sees it?

16 Will it go down to the barred gates of death?

Will we descend together into the dust?”

18 Then Bildad the Shuhite answered:

2 “How long until you make an end of words?

You must consider, and then we can talk.

3 Why should we be regarded as beasts,

and considered stupid in your sight?

4 You who tear yourself to pieces in your anger,

will the earth be abandoned for your sake?

Or will a rock be moved from its place?

5 “Yes, the lamp of the wicked is extinguished;

his flame of fire does not shine.

6 The light in his tent grows dark;

his lamp above him is extinguished.

7 His vigorous steps are restricted,

and his own counsel throws him down.

8 For he has been thrown into a net by his feet,

and he wanders into a mesh.

9 A trap seizes him by the heel;

a snare grips him.

10 A rope is hidden for him on the ground,

and a trap for him lies on the path.

11 Terrors frighten him on all sides

and dog his every step.

12 Calamity is hungry for him,

and misfortune is ready at his side.

13 It eats away parts of his skin;

the most terrible death devours his limbs.

14 He is dragged from the security of his tent,

and marched off to the king of terrors.

15 Fire resides in his tent;

over his residence burning sulfur is scattered.

16 Below his roots dry up,

and his branches wither above.

17 His memory perishes from the earth

he has no name in the land.

18 He is driven from light into darkness

and is banished from the world.

19 He has neither children nor descendants among his people,

no survivor in those places he once stayed.

20 People of the west are appalled at his fate;

people of the east are seized with horror, saying,

21 ‘Surely such is the residence of an evil man;

and this is the place of one who has not known God.’”

19 Then Job answered:

2 “How long will you torment me

and crush me with your words?

3 These ten times you have been reproaching me;

you are not ashamed to attack me.

4 But even if it were true that I have erred,

my error remains solely my concern!

5 If indeed you would exalt yourselves above me

and plead my disgrace against me,

6 know then that God has wronged me

and encircled me with his net.

7 “If I cry out, ‘Violence!’

I receive no answer;

I cry for help,

but there is no justice.

8 He has blocked my way so I cannot pass

and has set darkness over my paths.

9 He has stripped me of my honor

and has taken the crown off my head.

10 He tears me down on every side until I perish;

he uproots my hopelike an uprooted tree.

11 Thus his anger burns against me,

and he considers me among his enemies.

12 His troops advance together;

they throw up a siege ramp against me,

and they camp around my tent.

13 “He has put my relatives far from me;

my acquaintances only turn away from me.

14 My kinsmen have failed me;

my friends have forgotten me.

15 My guests and my servant girls

consider me a stranger;

I am a foreigner in their eyes.

16 I summon my servant, but he does not respond,

even though I implore him with my own mouth.

17 My breath is repulsive to my wife;

I am loathsome to my brothers.

18 Even youngsters have scorned me;

when I get up, they scoff at me.

19 All my closest friends detest me;

and those whom I love have turned against me.

20 My bones stick to my skin and my flesh;

I have escaped alive with only the skin of my teeth.

21 Have pity on me, my friends, have pity on me,

for the hand of God has struck me.

22 Why do you pursue me like God does?

Will you never be satiated with my flesh?

23 “O that my words were written down!

O that they were written on a scroll!

24 O that with an iron chisel and with lead

they were engraved in a rock forever!

25 As for me, I know that my Redeemer lives,

and that as the last

he will stand upon the earth.

26 And after my skin has been destroyed,

yet in my flesh I will see God,

27 whom I will see for myself,

and whom my own eyes will behold,

and not another.

My heart grows faint within me.

28 If you say, ‘How we will pursue him,

since the root of the trouble is found in him!’

29 Fear the sword yourselves,

for wrath brings the punishment by the sword,

so that you may know

that there is judgment.”

Read Psalms 139

139 For the music director, a psalm of David.

O Lord, you examine me and know me.

2 You know when I sit down and when I get up;

even from far away you understand my motives.

3 You carefully observe me when I travel or when I lie down to rest;

you are aware of everything I do.

4 Certainly my tongue does not frame a word

without you, O Lord, being thoroughly aware of it.

5 You squeeze me in from behind and in front;

you place your hand on me.

6 Your knowledge is beyond my comprehension;

it is so far beyond me, I am unable to fathom it.

7 Where can I go to escape your Spirit?

Where can I flee to escape your presence?

8 If I were to ascend to heaven, you would be there.

If I were to sprawl out in Sheol, there you would be.

9 If I were to fly away on the wings of the dawn

and settle down on the other side of the sea,

10 even there your hand would guide me,

your right hand would grab hold of me.

11 If I were to say, “Certainly the darkness will cover me,

and the light will turn to night all around me,”

12 even the darkness is not too dark for you to see,

and the night is as bright as day;

darkness and light are the same to you.

13 Certainly you made my mind and heart;

you wove me together in my mother’s womb.

14 I will give you thanks because your deeds are awesome and amazing.

You knew me thoroughly;

15 my bones were not hidden from you,

when I was made in secret

and sewed together in the depths of the earth.

16 Your eyes saw me when I was inside the womb.

All the days ordained for me

were recorded in your scroll

before one of them came into existence.

17 How difficult it is for me to fathom your thoughts about me, O God!

How vast is their sum total.

18 If I tried to count them,

they would outnumber the grains of sand.

Even if I finished counting them,

I would still have to contend with you.

19 If only you would kill the wicked, O God!

Get away from me, you violent men!

20 They rebel against you and act deceitfully;

your enemies lie.

21 O Lord, do I not hate those who hate you

and despise those who oppose you?

22 I absolutely hate them;

they have become my enemies.

23 Examine me, O God, and probe my thoughts.

Test me, and know my concerns.

24 See if there is any idolatrous way in me,

and lead me in the everlasting way.